Guilt gremlins beware!

Guilt.

The word itself is harsh. Ugly. Add a “y” to it and it throws stones, points fingers, casts looks.

Guilt is one of those gremlins that shows up and causes us to question, to beat ourselves up, to become inert.

Certainly, we are human and make mistakes. There are times when guilt is a reasonable subsequent emotion to an unfair thought, unkind word, unnecessarily hurtful action. In those moments, the effect may be to rectify, seek forgiveness, redirect action towards something positive.

But, guilt is a sneaky thing. It tends to come up for all sorts of reasons and sometimes, the effect wavers from positivity, leading to a reaction that is negative based.

 

I suffer from guilt. Often. I’ve put it under a microscope through self-reflection, conversation, therapy, coaching. It comes up for me over and over.

There may be a number of possible reasons for the presence of guilt. Maybe it was handed down by familial generations; it runs in the family or shows up in culture. Sometimes it functions in religion. Or very simply, when it’s practiced, it works.

Let’s look at that last one.

One reason guilt shows up often in life is because it has power. Whether it is used by someone to make another act in his/her favor, or you take it, internalize it, and make a decision about yourself with it…it displays a sense of control.

How to handle guilt?

Well, I’m by no means an expert. But, here’s my take on it.

1. Release. Guilt can layer up or create tension/stress. Let the emotion out before reacting. Breathe. Curse. Have a cry fest. Dance. Talk it out. It always feels better .
2. Get clarity. Sometimes guilt can obscure things. Try to get clear what you are truly feeling over the issue at hand. Does that one incident make you a bad person, really?
3. Lose the crutch. What would you do if you did not feel guilty? How would that impact the way you view yourself or the situation?
4. Recognize this: sometimes, it’s not about you. Not taking things personally, or taking on others’ problems is a skill to practice.
5. Forgive yourself. If we can’t do this or show ourselves kindness, then how can we do it towards others?

Living so far away from home has brought on several layers of guilt for me.

Watching births, weddings, and other happy events from Facebook albums?Guilty. Losing contact with some friends? Guilty. Missing my dear aunt’s funeral?Guilty.

For me, this is an ongoing process of recognizing the emotion and deciding what to do with it. But what I know, is that with every bit of practice, I am learning to tame those nasty gremlins.

{What are your thoughts/feelings around guilt? Does it mobilize you in a positive way or paralyze you?}

*image credit: original (Joey, who is not a gremlin at all, but the sweetest little Mexican mutt I’ve ever met who looks guilty sometimes.)

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5 comments
  1. Irene Morton said:

    Ah yes, good old guilt. We can feel guilty about almost anything and my how it grips us and holds on for dear life! Here’s my take on guilt. Many times our feelings of guilt are actually fear…..fear of not doing it right, fear of not being good enough, fear of not being loved and fear of failing. And omg what will people think!

    I agree with your five ways to deal with guilt.
    We have a choice, give into guilt/fear or step back, look at the situation and see it for what it is. Currently, the energies are so intense that, ‘our stuff’ is coming up in spades. Old patterns, old ways of doing things are not necessary fitting in with the new energies we are experiences. Take this as an opportunity to change these ‘old patterns and ways of doing things,’ and step into a new way of being. This is one of the most exciting and perhaps challenging times for many of us as we are being asked step-up and move out of our comfort zone. Regardless of situations in life, our age, or our gender this is happening to many of us.

  2. Such wise words, Irene. Thank you for sharing your thoughts. Yes, I believe fear is the big culprit here and the old patterns is something I believe to be true as well. The calling to step into a new way of doing things is a challenging one, but necessary if we want to move forward. I love your insights.

  3. Rickster said:

    Guilt smilt. Joey is one handson creature! (-:

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